The ramblings of a lunatic!
Read this first before reading my diary:
Expect many grammatical errors and rants about random shit like aliens on mushrooms or something like that. This place on the interwebs is basically my diary! This is the most controversial part of my website so fair warning, may include extremely nihilistic takes, talk of suicidal topics, violence, shit like that. Would not recommend for those who are sensitive on those topics.
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October 31, 2024 - Happy Halloween!
I never went out and did some trick-or-treating as a kid, my parents were always and still are opposed to Halloween fun. They think it's bad because it's origins were of a Pagan holiday. I mean kinda, it's more Celtic. But anyways, I somehow convinced my parents to let me go trick-or-treating with my bestie! Ever since I was a little kindergardener, I loved the fall time. That's the Autumn season if you are British or don't speak primitive/American English. We went over to Fort Totten in D.C. to trick-or-treat in her grandma's place since Hispanics don't celebrate Halloween, by Hispanics, I mean religious Hispanics. Most being Catholic and some, like my own, are Evangelical. And because no one near her apartments celebrates. The D.C. neighborhood had all the good candy! Like full on KING SIZED chocolate bars and stuff. I finally got the joy of trick-or-treating after 17 years of being on this wretched Earth. Fitting considering this is the final chapter of being considered a kid or a teen. Sooner or later I'll be an adult with responsiblities and stuff. Considering the end of this chapter is around the corner, I want to do all the things I never got to do as a little kid because of my parents beliefs. Well, I had lots of fun, I am so glad that I finally feel more free to be myself. Always had to keep things to myself. But y'know, I used to be popular. I used to be the class clown. We mature, things change, people move on, it's the never-ending march going forward in time, we can never go back in time. Those who change the past have the power to change the future, or whatever gay ass deep quote my old English teacher had on top of their whiteboard.
October 25, 2024
OMG I totally forgot I had a Neocities page, as if people actually care about it to refresh the page every other day. Much has happened in the past month or so, firstly, TOKYO ROSE IS LIKE BACK TOGETHER! I never would've thought that they would reunite, their playing in some venues in New York and Pennsylvania, wish they could play in D.C. or near my area in Maryland. Other than that, it's been chill this whole month. Unfortunately, my "Magna Carta" just ran out of juice after 2 months, that's pretty good considering I know people who drains their carts in like 2 weeks. My bestie gave me here almost empty Banana Pudding cart, this is wayyyyyy better than my old cart. It's way smoother and gives me a better high. This new cart doesn't make me cough and wheeze, maybe because my old cart was probably full of pesricides. Gonna get some money for a new one. My grades are all over the place, A's, B's, C's, D's, and E's. God I feel like a faliure but it isn't my fault, I often feel confused in class and the teachers don't give me a lot of time to finish my work and then once I'm done, the assignment is overdue so the teacher won't let me turn it in so I feel like the only option is to just give up or do enough just to pass. I just wanna graduate and move in with some guy I really like. Might get a job at a 7-11 or something. IDK...
September 13, 2024
Skipped 4th period because I don't want the bitch to ruin my mood, had my disposable and 30 dollars. I found a FREE ENTREE VOUCHER in the stairwell and it actually worked so I got free Chipotle. Decided to go to Silver Spring to get lit, I know a good spot to vibe at. Shhh.. it's a secret, even to you... Today was fun!
September 06, 2024
Felt too sick to go to school today so I'll just stay home. Guess me and bestie aren't hanging out today but she said we could on Sunday!
August 30, 2024
Chill day, talked to all my besties today.
August 29, 2024
I told my last period teacher that no one liked her. Bitch was on peoples asses all day. I had to say it, everyone was thinking it.
August 28, 2024
TOday at school it really felt like just a filler episode, nothing happening. Apart from lunch. I have a new group of friends that I am getting to know! Afterschool, me and bestie went to her place to hang out. I wish my mother wasn't so blind to see that my little sister is old enough to take care of herself, she's already in middle school! Plus she's gonna turn 13 in a month! So I couldn't hang out with bestie for long. We went shopping, yeah.. shopping!
Yeah! We bought some snacks and got some cool stuff at the same time.
August 27, 2024
Mid classes today, my last class is insufferable. The teacher is soo fucking annoying about everything and she tweaks over everything. Putting my paws on the bottom of the desk infront of me, the bitch complains; I put my head down, the bitch complains! Shit like this gets on my nerves.
August 26, 2024 - Back to School
First day of school.. ughhhhhhhhhhh.. Was late to class today and the teacher gave me an attitude about it. I mean there was a huge crowd trying to go through the metal detectors. Well that isn't really the entire reason, I spent most of the morning talking with my bestie in the back of the line. Most of my classes are cool, dude I got Mr. Battles (my 9th grade teacher that I liked to annoy everyday) and he threw a hissy fit when I told him I was in his African-American studies class. Day was ok I guess.
August 20, 2024
Shit, only 6 days left of summer break, fuuuucccckkkk.. Yesterday, I helped my dad with a job in Waldorf. Got 100 dollars off of it because it was a small job, took down a tree that turns into two and a dead tree that was near to fall by itself in the backyard.
So now I have 100 dollars, wanted to do something with my bestie before we go back into school. We went to the mall and on the way there, a found a 3 gram THC disposable vape, it wasn't that used, It looked brand new. Not a big fan of weed, I would've prefered getting a normal nicotine vape. Speaking of, the asshole I gave 20 bucks to get me a disposable vape didn't give me shit, asshole. I wish this shit wouldn't leave that weed smell, probably only gonna be vaping this shit out of the house. Wonder where I'll stash it since now I live in the living room.
We stopped by a 7-Eleven on our way to the mall and got a Slim Jim and a Monster. We went to Target and Spencer's. I bought two pairs of socks, long socks :3c.
Got some pins too, some cards and we got lunch! I got shrimp fried rice, we would've spent more time hanging out but my mom still thinks my little sister is a baby and wanted me home to babysit her when she went to work, she's 13. You [Mother] left me home along for hours when I was like 7. Plus, we live in a rather safe area in town.
Well, I'mma try this shit [THC disposable] at night when everyone's asleep out on the porch so the smell doesn't stay in my corner of the living room, I bought some snacks too, just because it would be nice to be outside on the porch eating some snacks, get high, and watch YouTube on my phone. I totally forgot I have aerosol and that shit that plugs into an outlet and makes the room smell better. Might do it on the bed to not wake up everyone by openning the door.
August 10, 2024
Getting used to living out in the living room now. I live in a little corner now, its comfy really. I live out here now because my dad's getting old and his money is slowly draining so he gave my room to my uncle. Now it's possible to sneak out the house! Okay so, I've not been well for the past 3 to 4 days. I have an ear infection in my left ear, I cannot hear from it. It's been painful but the pain has lessened less and less everyday, this infection also makes me have fevers. I missed out on going rollerskating with my bestie because some stupid dumb idiot bacteria got inside my ear. It also makes it uncomfterable to sleep because it feels weird to lay down. Been feeling weak because of it, can't eat normal portions of food, it now takes me like an hour to finish a box of chinese take-out. Ugh, I feel tired.
August 05, 2024
Found my EBT card and saw that it had like 40 bucks on it so I texted my bestie and see if she wanted to hang out and buy shit with my card. Shit ton of traffic on the road because there's a lot of endless construction on the road nowadays so I waited like an hour for the bus to pass by to pick me up. My best friend lives right next to our school, makes it easier for us to hang out and do shit. We went to Target and bought some chips and soda, would've bought some pizza rolls but she already had some at home so we got some dips for the chips instead. We wondered around the store and clowned around, I even got myself some Yu-Gi-Oh cards.
After that we went to PetSmart to see all the fishies and turtles and birds and lizards and snakes!!!!!!1!! She bought some cat toys for her cats. We went to her place and just watched shit on youtube and ate junk food. On the 10th we're going rollerskating! Too bad I'm not built for that... but it'll be fun. Maybe after that we would go to the Hibatchi house.
August 04, 2024
I was bored today so I decided to go to a mall that I've never went to, already went to Bethesda to the Montgomery mall yesterday. It was intresting but there really wasn't anything interesting other than how big and artsy the food court was and there being an Apple Store there and a Tesla store there. I got a cool Godzilla shirt from the Gamestop there and got more Yu-Gi-Oh card. Yeah, totally.
So I remembered there was a mall near the Pentagon. Never been down to D.C. alone before so I left off to explore. Took the metro down to D.C., there was also at the time some dumb nerd convention in D.C. so half the train was full with people in cosplay. I sat next to someone with a LAMMY COSPLAY! I thought that was awesome. I came up to them and dangled my old beat up Um Jammer Lammy landyard on my phone and we talked and I showed them my neocities page! I wonder if they are reading this and thinks this is meta as shit.
Tell me why I thought the Pentagon was in D.C., not in FUCKING VIRGINIA. I mean, it doesn't really make much sense since all the important government buildings are in D.C.
When I made it to Pentagon City, where the mall is located, I was confused since the mall is split in two and connect underground with a tunnel under the main road that goes down to the metro. The mall was HUUUUGGEEEE, too bad it doesn't have a Hot Topic or a Spencer's. Atleast there was a cool card shop on the top floor.